12.09.2011

desperate




To my girls whom I love so much,
Things have not been working out for all of us lately. And it’s painful for me to see that you guys are hurting and crying behind each and every smile of yours. Smile like you mean it, and make my day girls.

To the girl that I’ve been with for six years,
Everytime you look outside the window, everytime you look somewhere far away, you’re in pain. And I can see that. But, I can’t do a fucking thing about it. I hate myself for being such a useless person.

Why can’t I do the same thing you did whenever I was feeling down? I’m so sorry girl.
Everything will work out for the better, trust me.
If he does love you, then he’ll be running back to you and apologize.

If he doesn't, then fuck him. He does not deserve you and you can do so much better than that.


To the girl that i enjoy being with so much,
Stop crying over the fact that he’s leaving next year and regretting about what you did that hurt him
Think about the time you have left with each other and make the best out of it.
Plus, his birthday is coming up, make it special and unforgettable. This means: do everything that you can,
even including birthday sex
Not that i'm saying you should do it, since i'm against sex before marriage.
Yes, i'm traditional and you love it.
Don't think that there is no one who would listen to you, i might not always be there when you need me but i am always willing to listen to you. I might not be much of a help but do know that i'll being sharing the pain with you.


When i'm not there, leave a message, or anything.


I'll read, wholeheartedly.

p.s @heyhestyy read this!
I accidentally posted this cause it sounds really good, for us :) 
Don’t complain!

sincerely- SEXIEST MALE ALIVE♥,