Some moments bring us together, some moments tear us apart & some
moments change us forever.
Ah~ nice feeling. This morning I saw gege on national
TVshow. I dunno why, it’s just feeling so great. Just seeing him on TV, already
made my whole day. His eyes, his smile, his voice, his body. He really grows
well :) I
know he does. Never in my life, I’m seeing someone then suddenly I shed tears.
Yes it’s real, I’m not kidding. Those sprinklers just came out. I was like, “hey
what’s going on? why am I crying?”
Maybe you all said that I’m crazy. Why did I cry because
someone on tv that he doesn’t even know me. YES! I wanna make it clear. I’m
crying. I shed tears. For God sake I don’t care and I don’t mind if you call me
alay, lebay, galau or whatever! You just don’t know their story. You don’t know how gege
face those things.
I’m just a Fan but I do know them. I do really know how it
feels. Entertainment industries is really unpredictable. And I know, gege do
his best. He sacrificed everything, his feeling and other feeling. It’s even
sadder when you see gege in the stage without the boys. The boys really lost
him. Me too! The memories between them~ ah T^T
They have passed the hard times together. Doing such a great
performance, doing everything together, lovely-couple. And now, they are
separated by a great wall of china. They are in the different path. Really miss
each other but do not know how to express.
feeling so hurt when one the MC greats him with Korean language
“annyeong haseyo” then he just said “don’t great me like that, just use Chinese
language, ni hao”
*JLEB* his statement really made me cry.It means that he doesn’t like it. Everything related with
korea.
Ahhhh gege~ wae ? it’s too hurt to remember huh ? but, you
have a very awesome memories with the boy. Don’t you remember it ?
Maybe you do not know. We really miss those days. When
you can smile happily after the show ended. When you are happy on stage and
throw your kiss for us. We really miss you but
we really understand and really appreciate. Whatever it is, we certainly support
you. We are family forever.
I know
I’ll see you all again with the group.
I know that I just have to wait and soon
Nothing’s impossible if we all believe.
Though it will take so much time; Though it
will require so much faith.
Sometimes
you just have to believe. To be certain without reason, to have faith in the
unseen
I
will keep hanging on.
Because whatever happens, you are all parts
of the world we are in.
And nothing – not even a contract, the army,
or acting – can topple that truth.
Separation is an inevitable part of this fandom. And I
can’t do anything with that.
Because even though I tried to just not care and not just
hope,
I still wish that you’ll be back.
I’m so grateful. I’d have lived my whole life trough, lost
forever if I never knew you guys. Thank you so much guys. It’s just an honor
for me to have you inside. Got 15 times more of Love, Smile, Miracle,
Happiness, and Perfection. You never fail to make me laugh and you also never
fail to make me fall in love with you over and over again. One of the most
reasons why I love you guys is because they make me smile not only with my
lips but also with my heart. You guys are really precious :)
Thank you for everything~
Lots of love♥
Ps. some parts of the text are not mine :) thanks to miss cheonsa ^^
Don’t ever hold on to someone who has let go of you? He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.
2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.
There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.
3. Do not get hung up on your past.
Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.
4. Do not look into images.
How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.
5. Always have your own set of rules.
Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly okay to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.
6. Do not be scared to lose him.
Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.
7. Avoid calling your guy.
It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).
8. There is a guy who will value you.
There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can.
Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.
9. Always be the only one, no matter what.
Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.
10. He must respect you.
No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.
11. If he fooled you, end it.
Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.
12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.
Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.
13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.
Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.
14. Do not settle.
If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.
15. A relationship has to have love.
Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.
16. Don’t be afraid to be single.
It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.
17. Be a good girl.
Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.
18. Love without limits.
Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you’ll still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.
19. You will get over him.
Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.
20. Be the one.
Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.
Percakapan ini terjadi sekitar 2 hari yang lalu, ketika seorang mahasiswi baru galau labil merasa bosan dengan kehidupan perkuliahan yang memang sangat membosankan.
Gimana gak bosan ya, kerjaan cuman ngampus doang. belajar—makan—tidur—ke perpus—jalan-jalan—ngabisin duit mama. Gituu doang, gak ada menariknya.
Apalagi kalo udah kayak aku gini, I’m single and very happy T.T hahahaaa *curhat*
Dan yang lebih bikin parahnya lagi, ituloh temen sekampusan gak asik beud dech *alay alert*
Ish~ pokoknyaa sumpah demi apa, I can’t get along with them T.T Apalagi semenjak kejadian itu. (he? Kejadian apaa ?)
Gini ya sebelum ke inti dari segala inti, mending aku cerita aja deh dari awal.
gini deh, beberapa hari yang lalu, tepatnya awal semester 2, beberapa kejadian yang bener-bener diluar jangkauan pikiran (he?)
Eci : mas, bête deh hari ini :(
Butun : kenapa bête ?
Eci : semua orang berasa nyebelin banget ih~
Butun : ngaca dong, kayak situ gak nyebelin aja
Eci : ih ? kok gituu ? betulan nah, sumpah males banget rasanya
Butun : kenapa ? dosen ?
Eci : bukan!
Butun : jadi ? ah susah. Ngomong sama kamu ndak ada jelasnya ci
Eci : ahahaha habis kek mana mas, orang kok sekelasan kek gitu –“ aku mau balik ke SMA aja gin. Biar mereka kalo ulangan pada pelit, terus juga kadang pada sok pinter, tapi mereka mainnya fair mas, main dari depan, gag pake main belakang!
Butun : apa ? main belakang ? kamu itu dikampus ngapain sih pake main-mainan segala ?
Eci : *gini nih malesnya nelpon tengah malem, susah connect-nya* ah! Tau dah, muyak cerita sama kmu ndak ada jelasnya –“
Butun : iya iya, ngerti aku ci! Kayak aku bodo aja nah ya. Emang kenapa / masih cerita waktu itu kah ?
******FLASHBACK********
Eci : mas tau gag ? disini gag enak mas anak-anaknya :’( gag seruuuuu
Butun : kenapa memang ?
Eci : ya gitu mas, aku ilfeel sudah nah gara2 yang awal aku masuk hari pertama. First impression-ku ke mereka itu udah gag bagus, padahal loh aku suda usaha husnudzon tapi tetep gag bisa eh. Mana bisa juga aku mau bohongin diri sendiri ?
Butun : oh ? yang gara2 kating itu kah ?
Eci : iya apalagi! Kek mana ndak ilfeel coba, suda aku teriak-teriak didepan mereka semua “eh, anyone ada yg mau jadi kating *nunjuk anak cowok* kamu eh cowok-cowok gag ada yang mau jaadi kating kah ini ? hellooooww *nunjuk anak cewek* kalian gag ada yg berminat jadi kating ? *muka melongos* “ gag ada juga mas yg mau bertindak. Aku kan bukan tipe orang yg bisa diam, terus gag peduli sama sekitar. Yaudah aku ambil inisiatif buat jadi ‘kating; hari pertama! Eh, gag taunya, ada oknum2 sapi yg bisanya main belakang. Cupu abis gag sih ?
Butun : yaudah lah ci, biarin aja mereka. Ngapain juga kamu ngeladenin orang cupu begitu ? ndak level banget deh
Eci : iya lah! Yaudah, bagus lagi mas. See ? sekarang dia terima kenyataan gag enaknya jadi kating. Rasakan aja. Untung banget eh aku gag jadi kating waktu itu. Ya walapun dengan cara mereka yang kampungan sekali
Butun : iya lah ci! Makanya, manaboleh suudzon sama orang, biar aja mau be-apa mereka, yg penting karaktermu itu harus kuat, jangan labil. Kokoh pendirian, seperti biasa lah
Eci : ihiy~ makasiii ya mas:) feel good deh aku kalo gini
***************END FLASHBACK**************
Butun : terus ? ini cerita apa sih kamu ? mau cerita kating atau cerita apaa ?
Eci : bukan kating, ini aku mau cerita apa yg aku rasakan dan aku dapatkan selama hampir 2 semester dikelas. Tapi kamu dengerin ya. Jangan dipotong kalo aku belum selesai cerita. Oh iya perjanjian ntar beliin aku pulsa :p (*ini percakapan gag penting)
Butun : eh! Kamu kok enak! Ndak mau aku (berani taruhan deh muka si mas pasti suda jelek banget kayak ‘eek sapi’ yg gag sengaja keinjek sama sapinya XD) kamu tu kalo cerita bemodal dong! Ndak usah cerita kalo gitu mending. Rugi di aku enak di kamu. Emoh!
Eci : ahahahah iya iya, cerewet betul loh mas ini kayak nenek-nenek lagi PMS.
Butun : kuat memang mengolok.
Eci : ampun nah mas ganteng *huek*
Butun : ndak usah njilat, lekas toh cerita. Ini tengah malem loh ya
Eci : iya iya, dengerin loh ya. Aku gag butuh komentar, yg penting dengerin dulu, jangan dipotong! Ntar aku lupaaaa
Butun : sumpah ya ini orang ribet betul hidupnya
Eci : tuhkan nenek PMS~
Butun : CEPAT ECI!!!!
Eci : iya nah, oke cerita.Aku cerita dari awal ya ini. Kan gini, kamu tau kan mas temen-temen kampusku siapa-siapa aja ? kan waktu itu suda kuceritain satu-satu kan~ -no flashback- dan kamu tau dong aku itu kayak gimana orangnya ? ya gitu, pengennya bisa akrab sama semua orang. Ya jadilah, aku dekati mereka semua yg ada di kelas. Kan tau ajalah anak jaman sekarang itu sukanya be-geng-geng gitu. Kalo aku lebih suka independent,sendirian yg gag be-geng-geng. Walapun memang awalnya aku lebih dominan nge-geng sih. Wajar lah, kan masih awal-awal gitu. Nah, kamu tau juga kan mas, siapa aja yg ‘bad person atau good person atau plain person’ versi-ku ?
Butun : iya iya
Eci : nah itu sudah inti—dari segala—inti
Butun : hah ? apaa ? (ternyata dari tadi si mas gag dengerin telpon, jadi aku harus ngulang ceritaku itu dari pertama) /injek/ (>_<)/**(-__-) ulang dulu nah, aku gag ngemet betulan kamu ngomong apaa. Sudah kayak orangtua sih bahasamu itu
Eci ; %$#$%@#$$(*&&%##$ (jadilah, dengan segala keterpaksaan dan kesabaran tingkat dewa, akhirnya aku ulang lagi deh itu kata-kataku diatas)-_____-
Sudah ya, aku ndak mau lagi ulang-ulang cerita. Capek nah~ sudah buang waktu, buang pulsa, buang liur, buang tenaga. AH~!!!!
Butun : iya nah, ampun sudah. Lekas toh ndok, tak tinggal turu neh ?
Eci : iya iya, nah abis itu kan mas, aku ngerasa bosan betul mas stuck disitu-situ aja, maksutku aku gag mau ajaa akrab sama orang yg situ-situ aja. Nah, jadi aku dengan segala ke-kreatifan dan ke-aktifan serta ke-tenaran yang ku miliki *njir, lebay banget* akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk explore mereka semua satu-satu. Nah loh ? gag person by person lah mas, tapi geng by geng hebat kan aku (^_^)v
Butun : hah—kamu tu kalo cerita banyak embel-embel nah. Ndak sukanya aku -___-
Eci : iya nah! Cerewet betullll T.T ndak usah aja sudah aku cerita. Kamu ndak niat betul dengarin /nangis guling-guling, gigitin lcd laptop/
Butun : makanya, kalo cerita itu, singkat padat jelas. Bisaloh kamu itu! Cerita kayak ngedongeng, kutinggal tidur baru kapok /jdeeeerrr/
Oke, habis itu, aku jadi travelling-geng lah ini ceritanya. Nyempil-nyempil di gengnya si A, terus si B. nanya-nanya sama si C, so akrab sama si D. ah~ pokoknya gitu lah mas. Tapi percaya deh 100% mereka semua gag tau kalo aku lagi explore tentang karakter mereka one by one. (gini-gini kan aku titisannya aoyama gosho, jadi sense of detective-ing ku lagi booming banget *apaa banget deh --“) sebenernya gag perlu juga sih aku exploring kayak dora the explorer gitu (?) tapi aku cuman pengen ngeyakinin first impressionku aja mas ke mereka. Dan ternyata oh ternyataaa JENG JENG JENGGGG kamu tau gag mas, fakta-fakta yang aku dapat ?
Butun : ah paling orang-orang muka dua *cih
Eci : kok kamu tau sih ? -_______-
Butun : gak usah kamu cerita panjang lebar juga keciuman kali ci. Terus, sekarang kamu tau kan siapa kawan siapa lawan ?
Eci : he-eh mas. Almost all of them sih yg pake topeng. But yah, I have to get along with them. Sejauh gag ngerugiin aku ya oke-oke aja.
Butun : ya memang ci, kuliah itu gak kayak SMA. Di SMA mungkin kamu bisa percaya sama beberapa orang diwaktu yang sama tapi kalo kuliah, egoisitas tetep no.1. karena kan kuliah siapa cepat dia lulus. Makanya ci, gak usah sok perhatian sama orang, gak usah lagi kamu berkorban yang berlebihan sama mereka. Gak guna
Eci : kalo itu gak bisa mas. Sifat turunan. Walaupun mereka jahat, yg penting aku gag jahat sama mereka. Biar aja gin. Asal mereka gak kelwatan aja. Kalaupun aku baik sama mereka, aku juga gag berharap mereka ngelakuin hal yg sama ke aku. Kan balesannya sudah diatur, jadi gak usa khawatir kalo mau berbuat baik. Itu kan yang kamu ajarin ke akuuu *MUNTAH_MUNTAH* XD
Kurang lebih begitu lah ceritanya. Dodol banget kan. Kalo ditulis semuanya percakapan antara eci dan butun, mungkin jari-jari bisa lepas sangking banyak banget hal gak penting yang dibicarain.
