Some moments bring us together, some moments tear us apart & some
moments change us forever.
Ah~ nice feeling. This morning I saw gege on national
TVshow. I dunno why, it’s just feeling so great. Just seeing him on TV, already
made my whole day. His eyes, his smile, his voice, his body. He really grows
well :) I
know he does. Never in my life, I’m seeing someone then suddenly I shed tears.
Yes it’s real, I’m not kidding. Those sprinklers just came out. I was like, “hey
what’s going on? why am I crying?”
Maybe you all said that I’m crazy. Why did I cry because
someone on tv that he doesn’t even know me. YES! I wanna make it clear. I’m
crying. I shed tears. For God sake I don’t care and I don’t mind if you call me
alay, lebay, galau or whatever! You just don’t know their story. You don’t know how gege
face those things.
I’m just a Fan but I do know them. I do really know how it
feels. Entertainment industries is really unpredictable. And I know, gege do
his best. He sacrificed everything, his feeling and other feeling. It’s even
sadder when you see gege in the stage without the boys. The boys really lost
him. Me too! The memories between them~ ah T^T
They have passed the hard times together. Doing such a great
performance, doing everything together, lovely-couple. And now, they are
separated by a great wall of china. They are in the different path. Really miss
each other but do not know how to express.
feeling so hurt when one the MC greats him with Korean language
“annyeong haseyo” then he just said “don’t great me like that, just use Chinese
language, ni hao”
*JLEB* his statement really made me cry.It means that he doesn’t like it. Everything related with
korea.
Ahhhh gege~ wae ? it’s too hurt to remember huh ? but, you
have a very awesome memories with the boy. Don’t you remember it ?
Maybe you do not know. We really miss those days. When
you can smile happily after the show ended. When you are happy on stage and
throw your kiss for us. We really miss you but
we really understand and really appreciate. Whatever it is, we certainly support
you. We are family forever.
I know
I’ll see you all again with the group.
I know that I just have to wait and soon
Nothing’s impossible if we all believe.
Though it will take so much time; Though it
will require so much faith.
Sometimes
you just have to believe. To be certain without reason, to have faith in the
unseen
I
will keep hanging on.
Because whatever happens, you are all parts
of the world we are in.
And nothing – not even a contract, the army,
or acting – can topple that truth.
Separation is an inevitable part of this fandom. And I
can’t do anything with that.
Because even though I tried to just not care and not just
hope,
I still wish that you’ll be back.
I’m so grateful. I’d have lived my whole life trough, lost
forever if I never knew you guys. Thank you so much guys. It’s just an honor
for me to have you inside. Got 15 times more of Love, Smile, Miracle,
Happiness, and Perfection. You never fail to make me laugh and you also never
fail to make me fall in love with you over and over again. One of the most
reasons why I love you guys is because they make me smile not only with my
lips but also with my heart. You guys are really precious :)
Thank you for everything~
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