you
left me sad
even
though i told myself you wouldn't
i've
still been fooling myself into believing that
none
of this can touch me
but
it does
i
melted into you
and
got used to the taste of my words
coming
from your mouth
sometimes
i think i wished you up
but
i should have wished for longer
for
the nights to go forever
and
the mornings, stretched into eternity
a
pot of coffee, fresh on the windowsill
you
have a way of making me
completely
terrified and completely comfortable
you're
a walking paradox
and
no matter how long i look
you
still surprise me
we're
robots, the two of us
only,
i'm afraid you're better
because
you left me sad
when
i told myself you couldn't.
S