2012

To Last Year Crush,

Everyone told me to not get too attached. It's only for last year, they said. Don't make it harder to say goodbye than it has to be. I couldn't help it, though. I fell for you too fast- too hard. Now I'm back in the real world, and I don’t know where you are, perhaps 1000 miles away from me. I try so hard to keep myself from talking to you- it will only make things worse- but how could I ever forget you? I can't even fall asleep without hearing you call my name from the bottom of my flat. Hard to believe that what seems like the days we have spent apart have really only been a few months. I only knew you for one month, but even our first week together I liked you more than I ever thought I could like someone. This distance is slowly eating away at me. If I don't talk to you soon I might just melt away...

Missing you so much it hurts