my confession♥

READ IT CAREFULLY

you really got to know :)

1. dear crush,i want you to know something but i dont want to tell you that where the hell on earth you've been hiding before i met you cause in my whole life i've been tried to find someone just like you
2. Finally i met you and you really meant to me since the day i know you.
3. we have been a close friends for a couple months and unexpectedly i like and want to be with you :)
4. you have something that i don't even know what is it.
5. every inch of you is just make me said ' lord,i want to be with this man'.
6. and then the time came when you were crush on other girl,i'm down *i meant i'm seriouslyfucking down.
7. that time,my jealousyyyy is out of control,i dont want anyone else to have you -,-
8. i tried to avoiding you but the fact is i just CAN'T resists you.
9. now,I GUESS you already know that i had crush on you,yet i know you don't have the same feeling towards me,I know and really freakin understand you don’t like me as much as I do but i just go with the flow. *it hurts A LOT men*
10. besides,i've tried to stop liking you,i'm sorry but feelings can't be prevented.
11. where it comes from?
12. where did you get the idea to treat me the way i want to be treated in my whole life.?
13. where did you get the idea to persuade me that make me feel good immediately.?
14. where did you the get idea to make me calm when i'm in anxiety.?
15. it's weird,you are a stranger but you just know how to handle me,how to control me. :')
16. what i'm trying to say is, stop making me want you.you got me man!

but i still hope that someday God really grants my wish. and i still believe that we are meant to be together

Ps. sounds like a desperate person but it's all true. from the bottom of my heart :)

credit : thanks for inspiration miss safika :)

also mister @riotamaputra